3:45am

you know when your tired but can't sleep. when you want to talk to someone, no that someone, but you haven't heard from them in days and your not going to be the first one to make the first move. you know when you hungry but don't want to eat the little bit of food you actually do have in your house, in because you don't know when you'll have this much food again. you know. you know.


so do you know?

Cat In A Box

Had to buy a new fan. As soon as we took it out the box the cat jumped in and won't allow anyone to take her out!

I haven't been on here as much as I would like to...college is kicking me in the caboose!!

Its not like my classes are hard there just boring so its taking me more of an effort to stay awake in class!!!! Oh well I'll survive =)

Besides my boring classes I've been putting in photo-shoots with my friends as much as possible....which doesn't say much because when the weather is bad I tend to sit on my ass and do nothing. The weather in NYC is sooo crazy I carry an umbrella EVERday! Last week end was nice but today it rained all day and tomorrow its supposed to be windy and cold.

This weather is affecting my moods, I'll be happy and content for a couple of hours then so sad that I'll cry my self to sleep and have no idea why I'm crying..lol

I'm finding my self alone alot now a days...and its not because I want to be!! I've always had a problem relating to people in my age group, I'm 19. While there wondering about how there going to buy a there 50Th pair of sneakers/shoes I'm wondering if I'm going to have to buy dinner tonight for the family.......

I find that I'm pushing away from my friends to.....or friend....(luv ya girlie)

Ummm well I need to do something...maybe I'll start back up yoga again...

..it never really did anything for my mind, I will admit that my body did fell a lil bit better

Ugh. I hate winter!!!!!!

Nothing 2 Do.....

I'm soo bored and I've recently(2day) discovered a spot in my house were I have Internet access...yes I'm a thief=), so lets play a little game. 21 questions,(....umm if I can think of that many...):

1. have you ever slapped someone just for fun?
2. do u like to dance like an idiot....when everyones lookin?
3. true or false Music=Life?
4. Tatoos...sexy or crazy?
5. does making your own money make u feel oh so sexy?
6. have you ever felt lonely in a room full of people?
7. True or False boredom makes people go crazy?
8. do you know your zodiac sign?
9. Why are we here?
10. Are you bad with directions?
11. What about ur friends? TLC best song ever...no..?
12. Life is a roller coaster?
13. Are you proud of your self?
14. Do you feel loved?

ok i can't think of any more........right now.
Send me your questions and I might post them
Lata =)