Monday, March 30, 2009

I just want to be.

I just want to his company.

I wish I could put him in my pocket and pull him out when I need him. I get off on his voice, get lost in his kind eyes and fuck his silky lips daily with mine...but only in my mind. He's pure energy I can't help but to soak up like the sun. He's like my personal energizer bunny.....honey. I want him to penetrate me with his ambition in hopes I'll be great enough for him. And great as him.

I just want to his company, in his arms, in his life for as long as he'll keep me!


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Why does life and love go on?

Note to self. No more depressing post at night.

R.I.P Shannon

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Im prob going to hell for this!

I do NOT understand why people do this to themselves!!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Keeping the focus!

Focus on you goal with laser precision and an unbending will.

Do not be detered by all of the distractions that the Universe will throw at you like a test.

And each distraction is a test, just to see how committed you really are.”

— Girlosophy: A Soul Surviver Kit

Monday, March 16, 2009

An impasse maybe.

I wonder if you can be/become successful without sharing your inner self to the world. I don’t want to have to worry about being a good(or bad) friend or daughter or sister. I want to take care of me, I need to take care of me.

I need/want to be alone. And I really don’t care if I sound selfish. There are times when I hate going out and facing the world. But there are times when I want/need someone just to listen and not heart feels heavy today.

I feel a good cry coming on!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I'll admit it, I'm slow!

I got my rebate card from when I brought my Blackberry in the mail today. The first thing I did was look to see when it expired, it says "3/10" which I took for March 10th......(Which is today) I called t-mobile and as I'm explaining this I realized how DUMB I sound!! :-( she was very kind though.

I stare at my card and realize that my name is spelled wrong(I'm 100% sure!) So I have to call to get another one because my name is not Tetchen. Bitches!!!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Everyday I'm tumbling!

I've kinda moved my blog.
I'll keep posting here every now and then, but I've been posting here about everday.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

bruised but not broken!

Have you ever sat down and thought about what you really needed in or from a friend? From a parent? If you did I hope you told them. Because if you didn't you can't be to upset if they don't meet your needs and wants.

You are blessed if you have someone to go to when you need to vent and does not just tell you "it will be ok" be shows you how too. Friendships, like All relationships, take two people constantly working on making the relationship work.