I just want to be.

I just want to be..in his company.

I wish I could put him in my pocket and pull him out when I need him. I get off on his voice, get lost in his kind eyes and fuck his silky lips daily with mine...but only in my mind. He's pure energy I can't help but to soak up like the sun. He's like my personal energizer bunny.....honey. I want him to penetrate me with his ambition in hopes I'll be great enough for him. And great as him.

I just want to be....in his company, in his arms, in his life for as long as he'll keep me!

:-)

Why does life and love go on?

Note to self. No more depressing post at night.

R.I.P Shannon

Im prob going to hell for this!

I do NOT understand why people do this to themselves!!

Keeping the focus!

Focus on you goal with laser precision and an unbending will.

Do not be detered by all of the distractions that the Universe will throw at you like a test.

And each distraction is a test, just to see how committed you really are.”

— Girlosophy: A Soul Surviver Kit

An impasse maybe.

I wonder if you can be/become successful without sharing your inner self to the world. I don’t want to have to worry about being a good(or bad) friend or daughter or sister. I want to take care of me, I need to take care of me.

I need/want to be alone. And I really don’t care if I sound selfish. There are times when I hate going out and facing the world. But there are times when I want/need someone just to listen and not judge....my heart feels heavy today.

I feel a good cry coming on!