I feel like I'm standing at a impasse. I've come to the realization that I don't have good friends. Matter of fact I've stopped calling them friends and started calling the acquaintances. Why? When Shannon passed away I felt truly alone. I would have normally gone to my "best friend" but she was no where to be found, people said they would be there for me and where not!
It's very hard to not have someone to go to when you need something. Its scary to. "it's the sense of touch"...its what everone craves for.