Mixed Emotions

I'm starting school next Monday. I'm Happy, Scared, and very Determined! I'm really tired of being a C student, I refuse to bring home anything less then B's! But I'm also scared b/c I'm going to have to work very hard to bring in the grades I want.....

I have this Very bad habit of giving up on myself when shit gets ruff....To be honest...its easier then standing and fighting(and maybe losing)...but that gets me no where at the end of the day!

Have you ever noticed how every year you learn something new about your self..or is it just me that does this?

Last year I figured out that I learned differently from other people...and that it was ok. This year I learned I give up on myself(a lot sadly) but now that I know this I feel I can change my behavior so I can stop being my own worse enemy!!!

Photo's from Tuesday

This is Charlie (the horse I mean).

I've seen him and another horse around this park acouple of times.

My mom mentioned that there always there on Tuesdays......I'll be back there before work!!!!

Its close to midnight

This is the first post from my Blackberry Curve. I'm writing this instead of calling or txting people that don't mean me any good. This is a good thing b/c I have been now to make rash decisions to ease the overwhelming feelings of loneliness and self doubt I some times feel.

So I'm just laying in bed waiting for sleep to takes its hold on me and drag me off to La-La land, writing about nothing....
Not my day
Not my photography
Nothing

Well here's something....

Funny
Sometime late year I was in union square when this crazy man came up screaming and talking about weed....he had such a good hustle. He'd let you take a picture of him....for money of course
People would try sneak a photo of him so they wouldn't have to give him money.....but he always caught them.

Gnight

Welcome to '09.

Been doing alot of reading and some Yoga. I'm content with myself though I know I can and will do better. 2008 has taught me to count on no one but myself, I have felt the pain of losing a friend and I have felt the heartache only a father can cause.

Been gallery hopping and loving every minute of it.

Hello 2009!